Don't Know

On the 27th & 28th of September, I was happy as hell. I found out that Odd Future and Kanye West are coming to Big Day Out 12. I've loved Kanye since forever and I just want to be up the front of the mosh pit just so he can recognise me :) He's got the hottest fashion, one of the best i think. But that wasn't the only reason why I was happy, I just don't know the other reason. The year 12's leaving the school was a downside though. I never thought in my life that I would talk to any of them, yet have such a good friendship with them. I'm honestly going to be so bored in my classes now.

My 2 week holidays started off great. Today is just a downside. Being reminded by people that "They dont like you" really puts my mood off. Its weird because usually idgaf and just brush it off, but today its just sitting in my head. Heaps of people tell me that I'll see who my true friends are by year 12. I haven't even hit year 12 yet but i think i've already noticed. Its funny because i actually thought that we would be friends even after we graduate. One of my best friends since year 8 is even apart of them. I don't know if i should call this a phase that we are all going through or just reality.